crushing. - 16/05/25, UPDATE- 5/6/25
okay so i need to let all my feelings out to the void ie my blog so if anyone’s reading this hi! get ready for spelling mistakes and ramble okay… so there’s this guy i like let’s call him ben now take in mind i liked him for like 4 years so let’s go to the beginning: so i started liking ben in like 2021 bc he played instruments like same music as me, FUNNY and smart right and i’m never one to ask out way to scared of rejection but if i like someone i really like them so i’m like crushing on ben when one of my CLOSEST FRIENDS (mia lets say) starts dating him and i’m crushed bc like girls girl i ain’t doing nothing w yo man but yeah and they break up after 4 days so yeah but ben (also forgot to say i’m mildly friends with him like in class i’d talk to him and i’d message him but never meet outside of school) okay then some time went by like a year and still like him then i find out hes dadting this girl im like oh, and they seem like innn loooove lets call her lily, and...