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crushing. - 16/05/25, UPDATE- 5/6/25

  okay so i need to let all my feelings out to the void ie my blog so if anyone’s reading this hi! get ready for spelling mistakes and ramble okay… so there’s this guy i like let’s call him ben now take in mind i liked him for like 4 years so let’s go to the beginning: so i started liking ben in like 2021 bc he played instruments like same music as me, FUNNY and smart right and i’m never one to ask out way to scared of rejection but if i like someone i really like them so i’m like crushing on ben when one of  my CLOSEST FRIENDS (mia lets say) starts dating him and i’m crushed bc like girls girl i ain’t doing nothing w yo man but yeah and they break up after 4 days so yeah but ben (also forgot to say i’m mildly friends with him like in class i’d talk to him and i’d message him but never meet outside of school)  okay then some time went by like a year and still like him then i find out hes dadting this girl im like oh, and they seem like innn loooove lets call her lily, and...

complianing

so o can’t find my computer so sadly i can not write forever so that’s complained no one oh and i hate learning spanish (in school) i love the language just so fustrating BRUH also i’m leaving school soon which is so sad honestly you spend so long complaining abt it and then it’s like over then your like huh maybe it wasn’t that bad after all- like i’ve been surrounded by the same people for such a long time now look there all gone which is scary and i’m acc going to miss quite a few people and like also all my past crushes i’m going to miss bc like when i see them i remind myself of how much i’ve grown yk i can’t put it into words but like yeah… anhways computer shall founf soon and i have my nails done soon so yippie for that! love allways S xoxox PS: JšŸŠ if you see this good stalking pretty impressive honestky

pequeno chat

 so here’s the thing i constantly feel nostalgic and sentimental for things that haven’t even happened yet yk like i’m all reading mourning it and it’s honestly tiring anyways i’m going to write more later i’m doing this on my phone and i can’t- need a laptop for the full tori. (alice oseman) experience

intro!

 hey guys! my names S and i’m on here to yap idk anyone’s listening -this websites from like 2017 but hey if you are  (i feel like i’m shouting this into the abyss) if you know me honestly that’s impressive so hi!